busy busy

whats up world
whats up you
whats up stars
whats up skye
make me smile tonight .......

cause so far my day has been busy from the get....
work work work
so ready for me to get my ass home this afternoon and chill out!

gotta fly
holla bunnie

~busy makin that money..so i gotta take my ass back to work

Perfectly flawed....

gonna move from the same spot i have been in for hrs...i promise i will



purple wondered my way and i got hooked..heehee
so glad that its is almost the freaking weekend..3 days weekend in fact..awww yeah..i am smiling now...and craving a huge glass of milk.ahhhh yummmy
been kind of sick this week and very busy...figured out some answers i needed to know...the words he spoke still leave me breathless...
not sure what to think..or say
or if i should take that moment to reflect on next time i have doubts..
nevermind

shouldnt go there

well here i stand or shall i say lay to tired to move...to lazy to look for the remote so the tv has been on the basketball game when i really wanna watch adult swim..

fuck i just saw the most dumb ass taco bell commercial...wtf??
beware
2nd that and heniken one also..help i really need to find it..
i am rambling again..sorry

~take me as i am...and u can have me all...try to change me...and you will NEVER have me.

falling star

nothing left to say or do but scream these words out loud to you...




i dont wanna look up in the sky
all i can do is sit here and cry..
expecting to awake
my thoughts collide
knockin me down
pushing and pulling me down...

is someone in need of a falling star?
a star that has no clue how to get back into the sky so high..
where all is well and well is all
i am the most selfish star of them all.....

i dont deny
never have
never will
......

bella

toast

i just re read my blog "giggle drops" and i busted out laughing..i spelled post like poast kind of like toast...

heehee

should have gone back and check after i wrote the damn thing

oh well

just showin some love

this is for all my blog readers..thanks for all the views and lovin


mwahhhhhhhhh 530 views

a laugh for today

not sure why but i laughed so hard at this...

giggle drops

so i am kind of sick of blogging depressing things so i decided to poast (post) a few fun ones today



well its MOTHERS DAY
not saying i had the worlds best but i am so proud of my sweeties...

not to happy that tomorrow is monday but hey its all good...

i got some new books today
witches is the new topic i wanted to get
i am gonna start one of the new ones tonight- i am still reading frostbite but i just wanted a bit more to read..
i am watching Family Guy and doing a bit of tweeting just lazy bonesin it out on the couch..

yes!!! the new family guy is based on the movie STAND BY ME i freakin love that movie..HAHAHA NORM FROM CHEERS is on there..

NE WAY
I AM JUST rambling so holla bunnies


~dont fiddle in public or i will slap your hand...heehee

CONFUSED

WALKING AROUND LOOKING FOR A WAY BUT NO ONE TELLS ME WHICH WAY TO GO...
I AM CAUGHT UP IN A WHIRL--A LABYRINTH MAZE WHERE YES CAN EASILY BE NO..
I ASK THEM NO QUESTIONS
THEY GIVE ME NO ANSWERS
SOMETIMES I DRINK THE PAIN AWAY
BUT STILL HAVE NO ANSWERS....
I'M LOST ON THE ROAD DONT KNOW WHICH WAY 2 GO
LOSING MY MIND...AND LOSING CONTROL

SURVIAL IS A MUST
MY BRAIN IS ABOUT TO BUST


I AM LOSING MY MIND AND I'M SO CONFUSED I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO...AND I NEED A CLUE BEFORE I RUN OUT OF TIME!


I USED TO BE SO WELL ROUNDED....

I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME.. ARE U GONE WITH ME??

pages of me part 1

so ya wanna get a little closer to me...if so then read on...i am usually not an open book..that phrase is sooooo far from how i am.
i am complicated,i hide feelings,i cry to myself rather than out loud mostly,but there is a side of me that is opposite to that...i can be loving, passionate,funny, goofy and i would rather laugh out loud than to myself.

sometimes i wanna fly up high ...far far away.
when things get to much i would rather run than fix them..
or i just pretend they are ok i so kind of hide the problem area.

crazy huh...

i must be at a point in my life when the running must stop and its time to face it dead on...be strong and just suck it up..

there are times in our lives when ya know it opens or closes a chapter..
this might be one of those times for me...or hell maybe for you too..


~frolicking on the edge of moonlight dreams and comfortable clouds...i feel a pull from each of my sides...which way do i decide to lay.. both sound nice to me.