dumb ass picture of the week part2

nothing to say about this crap


scroll down for part 1 ..posted earlier in the week

BOUT TIME

OK SO ...i cleaned my car finally!!
it was badddddd from the snow-ice-rain mix we had,,,but now shes all happy and clean.

today is freakin end of the month at work which means i will be here til whenever i get done invoicing every damn order that went out today... blah!
not fun at all then it falls on a damn friday- cause i am sooo sick of this place by friday i really just at 5pm wanna get my ass up outta here....rather than work late..
f that...


but what can ya do...


so its dumb ass picture time again i will post it after this one..
i know yall cant wait...
yeah right...

i dont even know if anyone reads all of my crazy stuff i ramble about..my views say 213 so i asume some one is..


woooo i get my windows tinted as soon as there is a warmer day with nice weather and i take my ass up to the car shop.
oh i wanna thank LAURA JANE for the bed that she gave my shayla lynn
its a little daybed and shayla is soooo happy she got it! we are going shopping for her a bedset (SHE WANTS TINKERBELL) tomorrow..

i should really be working and i have nothing eles to say.. so holla bitches..


~this is for someone: your so predictable....but i guess you think i am as well--- but i can be pretty tricky..
boo!

WINTER WONDERLAND~

WELL WELL WELL....we finally got some winterness to come our way to the land of MEMPHIS...
even though its almost gone and melted..at least we got something!
the roads are still icy kind of!
if only we could get some more and then i would be happy!~

follow the yellow brick road/DUMB ASS PIC OF THE WEEK

ok so here is something new on my blog...i am gonna post retared pictures i come across ...not sure if i will do it weekly or daily yet..but we will see..

here is the one for today:


geez some people..heehee POOR BUNNY


so i still havent washed my damn car and now its gonna ice over so i am shit out of luck once again on the car cleaning...hopefully this weekend i can wash it.-
man today is flying by its already 2pm woooo
im so ready to get off work already..

i want to go see underworld this weekend --i keep talking bout it... but i havent had the chance to freaking go.
maybe i will friday! i hope

lalalalalalalalalalalalal llalalalalalalalla
as you can see i am bored...

everyone is calling me PRINCESS LAYA TODAY
cause i got my hairrrr in two buns in the back...
i think its cute...i do it often cause it usually when im running late for work and washed my hair in the morning...
just a little fyi
or i am having a lazzzyyy morning..
theres so aynsley trivia for yo azzzzzz..

gotta go for now...


~ fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living!

dirty dirty

i havent blogged a lot in the past few days,sorry

SO HAPPY that its the weekend!
-man my car is nasty dirty..its supposed to be a white with grayish tone..but its freaking dark gray..hahah i really need to clean it!

with all the damn weather changes i can never got to a freaking car wash...

i have been playing hospital hussle for 2 hrs strait..i needed a break...fun game..
i feel like cooking today so i am gonna start a pot of sketty sauce and brown some meat and onions and let it simmer alll day..and eat some yummyness tonight. just me and shayla tonight lily has a bday party to go to.

i cant freakin wait til i get my windows tinted in a few weeks...i dont like the sun beating down on me..i always have to be wearing sunglasses 24/7 when i am outside..i have like 10-15pairs (no joke)
vampire.......
well i am rambling with boringness today ... gotta go be a gamer geek..c ya

oh and go watch UNDERWORLD 3 IT CAME OUT FRIDAY... dont forget people!!!!
i couldnt go : (
im going next weekend!
peace


~ the sun is my enemy...

HYPER BALLAD

ohhhh yeahhhh! its friday at 4:20p.m.!!!

thats all for now...



and this is for u jeska! (aka koko)

GAMER GURL!!

AFTER ABOUT 2 YEARS OF DECIDING i have found the anime girl i have picked for my tat..
she is ETNA from the show and game DISGAEA.. and i am getting it on my right shoulder blade area on my back ( of course) ..where the moon is in the picture it will be my star instead and my star will be a bright purplish color.. now i am only getting the swirl which surrounds her not the stand shes on in the pic or anything the colors around yes but in the mist of the skye surrounding her there will be different sized and colored super mario galaxy stars.. i will include a picture of them...little fat cute stars..doing different moves... i am not GETTING MARIO i am just showing the stars surrounding him.. they will be surrounding etna randomly..
i havent figured out all the coloring and stuff but at least i got most of it down!!
WHAT I WANT WILL BE LARGER THAN SHOWN
here ya go!

bye bye bush!!!!!!!

BOUT FREAKIN TIME HIS ASS IS OUT OF OFFICE!!!!


I must say that i am in no way sad to see his old white ass go!
i feel inspired by Obama;s speech today...keeping my fingers crossed for better days....bush has destroyed so much....

ok enough about politics
so

i have been searching and searching for a anime tattoo..still i am thinking that i am sticking with etna in pic in my last blog..
i want to make my star part of it so that should be intresting to see how it come out...i am thinking in about 2 weeks i will be getting it.
i think i know who is gonna do it and i trust they will do good!
i want to add more stars around the body and a couple of twinkles and little things..
i cant wait!!!!
~~
WELL i got busy so i gotta go for now..

-aynsley is a star

tattoooooooooooooooo

so im out looking for an anime girl to get for my back...im going to get one on my shoulder blade area by my star...im pretty sure it will be yuri of etna..but i am trying to fine the purrrrfect picture...wish me luck!!!

this is etna

rwarrrrrrr

in a vampy kind of mood....

ICEY.......

Loving the winter weather this week!! even though its like freakin 16 degrees out there i am lovin it rather than being like 60..
~ i am excited its finally friday..gonna watch UNDERWORLD 1 AND 2 tonight!! and then saturday i am having a movie date with JESKA .. we are gonna watch girly movies and chill out.
camille might be joining .. not sure yet. hopefully!


LOTS HAVE BEEN GOING ON THE PAST FEW DAYS..
hmm lets see ..so i have decided to not move in to a new house right now-i have a few things to do before i take on that...so its all good! my house is fine for now...also i am actually really looking into schools so i can just get that over with, i am going for vet tech to finish up from certificate to degree just to have that ya know...now my job i am at has nothing to do with animals right now.. i do have about 5 years vet clinic and shelters experience but i just wanna have it accomplished. i will most likely stay where i am at for a while and just do volunteer stuff at clinics and shelters on the side. like vaccines and helping the dr. and xrays.. i dont care if its not my full time job right off..but who knows whats gonna happen.
-
been doing situps and crunches and a few other things lately and my tummy is sore... but today the evil usf holland lady brought in mrs winners breakfast..so i ate half a chicken biscuit and tossed the rest.. gotta stick to my plan ya know..
i am so buying the wii fit in a few weeks.. its so cool, i wanna hula hoop and get my fit on!!!
gotta get foxy for spring time..hahahha

rwarrrr!!!


alright then i gotta get back to work!
peace


~ some hearts have the stars on their side♥♥♥

SKYE STRUCK

Ok so i woke up this morning and it was freeeeezzzzing... the sky looked as if the clouds were a purple orangish blanket..very cool!
then i made a wish cause i had a eyelash on my cheek and drove on to work...
i am starting to like how the freaking weather is actually acting like winter now....but still wish we would have somewhat of a snowfall, but hey i do live in a place were it hardly snows.

so i found this weird ass webpage i am sure people are already aware of..but its callled TWITTER ...it basically is for people who stalk u...i sware what u do is log on and then there is this box and it asks "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" and u fill it out , you got about 150 letters to you so u pretty much say little phrases of what you about or doing at that moment and it updates u.. and people can come by and see all what you did for the day. ( that is if you update it) the people who watch you are your "followers" kind of creepy if ya ask me.
but hey i did fill it out some yesterday and found it slightly addicting..
i havent found anyone i wanna "follow" or anything but i did find some people pretending to be the people in the show true blood and the movie twilight so that was fun to read..
anyway i wonder if there are people who actually follow people everyday..
very weird to me. but hey i have seen much weirder things.


oh yeah i cant freaking wait for UNDERWORLD 3!!!! i am gonna get 1 and 2 and watch them this weekend and catch back up..woooo next friday it come out!!!!
geez i can never get enough OF VAMPIRES AND WEREWOLVES..


~The clouds clear out and the workday begins.....

sometimes i can be speechless

CHINESE GOOSEBERRY

THEY LOOK LIKE LITTLE SHIT BALLS TO ME..HEHEHE


MADE ME LAUGH FOR THE DAY



~ HEEHEE

$ :..ANOTHER day ANOTHER dollar..: $

I must say i had a very good weekend. Its not like i went out on the town or got drunk or anything like that. I just really enjoyed it!
It pretty much started off good from the start..well kind of we had reviews at work friday- i had mine the last hr i was at work, basically everthing went good in it, i could have used more $ but with the way the economy is right now any little bit counts, and least i didnt get a paycut or anything like that ya know!
~ well besides that i made it home finally around 7ish and my besty came over to jam out on some GUITAR HERO world tour and drank some tart wine and had a lot of GIRLTALK! that was really needed!
I woke up saturday to shayla having to pee ( she always gets up and tells me before she does for some reason) but i am glad shes finally completly potty trained--
well what i did saturday is what most people would say isnt fun to them but i loved it. i played video games, read the rest of my book, and watched the whole 1st season of "charmed". I only went out to go get chinese food ( which was fantastic). The rest of the evening i watched movies. It was great!
Then pretty much caught up on chores around the house sunday.
I was sad to see the weekend go as i got up for work this morning.... but its not so bad today at work..so far anyway.


~starryeyed and full of light waiting paitently for the next time.

GOOD GOD this week has been one hell of a week... geez - i am soooo happy that it is finally freakin friday!!
There has been a few moments this week that i will say were very good! and i am not going into detail about it but it sure put a smile on my face heehee....and some that made me really think about a few things for reallllllllllllllllll!

I am gonna rock out and play some GH tonight - have a little wine and GH time with camille and maybe others not sure yet.
I need to relax some, i have been sick for the past few days ( blah). come on 5 pm!!!

in other news.... i am actually glad that i am not looking for damn houses yet..it takes a weight off my shoulders thats for sure... maybe if things lighten up i will be looking again toward the end of jan. post feb time..

"fuck me sally"...I GOT A DAMN PAPER CUT shit that hurts!!!
ouch i am a big baby... i also gag when i clean out the kitty litter box everytime or change a diaper..its pretty funny.
camille has heard me on the phone a few times.... shes always laughing.
cant help it weak stomach i guess
???
so i cant help but wonder a few things 1st off how come this moon always pops up i mean mths can go by...feels like forever and then bam back again.. not sure i like that.
cant seem to shake it- some how its always back haunting me ---what does this mean??? some things u cant always analyze * things have a way of working out the way the stars are alined and ment to make happen..hmmmm if i tried to figure it out it would make me crazy and if could even take a lifetime..

NE WAY..
its friday woooo woooo ya know ur happy!!!
well i know i sure as hell am..
man i was craving some damn ice cream last night-- i havent had any in a while and i knew it would help my throat.... i still havent gotten any..someone come and bring me some pleeeeeeease...
j/k i will buy me some at the store on my way home from work tonight..
holla holla...


~being vendictive will get a door slammed in ya face so think before ya speak...
:)

~

LITTLE SICK ME

I WANT THIS FOR MY NEXT TATTOO.maybe there is another butterfly i like also...i dont really want a butterfly cause EVER DAMN GIRL HAS ONE..but i have loved butterflies for some time now and i feel as if i should have one already... the other one i want is really neat but i wont show ya..DONT WANT ANYONE STEALING MY IDEA BEFORE I DO YA KNOW....somewhere on my back...not sure where cause when i get my stars up my spine added to there really wont be much room except above my feather...hmmm no idea....

i will figure something out to do...

ne way damn i had to leave work early today cause i felt like crap!
i have been on the couch all afternoon sick... i hope i am not gonna wake up feeling worse...
but i most likely will..

i am about to go curl up with my book and have hopes of feeling better in the morning..
yeah right....

~my head is cloudy tonight no little sayings... :)

OUT OF THE BLUE

Today turned to shit right off the bat today- i felt as if i woke up on the wrong side of the bed..work was extra annoying also...then things after lunch seemed to lighten up-

the house i was looking out yesterday wasnt on the market anymore - so i have decided to put all the house hunting on hold due to personal reasons at the moment..
dont wanna go into my reasons right now.

i am pretty good at the moment NIP TUCK starts in 20 mins!! i cant freakin wait.

a lot of strange things happened today one in mind seemed to not shock me but then shocked me the most..if that makes any sense at all..it does to me* some stuff is left better un talked about so NEW SUBJECT!!!!!!

i am addicted to the game magic match...i love that damn game....i am waiting paitently for RESIDENT EVIL 5 to come out i cant wait to play it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
for some reason i cant figure out a few things brewing in my mind, it seems like i can be comfortable and have my mind set o something and then bam the moon haunts me and changes my outlook- that moon gets me everytime.
i know i used a lot of key words today - so u cant follow this that well..however i get it and this is how i write and i am the only one reading this RIGHT???? HMMMMMMM

~the moon got lost again last night but sure as hell found me today...

a bit boring today

i am really wanting a dr pepper right now . A good cold one on ice! mmmmmmmm

so i might switch positions at work- i am thinking about it, not sure i will even get it, but it has been brought to my attention that i should go for it
more cash! but lots of details, and one of the salesman i would have to work with a lot isnt one i am to fond of really...but it might be a good idea.

brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ITS F IN COLD...
i love the cold but dont like rainy cold weather- i would so rather it be snowing its ass off. i am about to take a hot shower and snuggle up on the couch....nice and comfy!
i really wish i would have bought a fire starter log so i could have a fire-

so today i did a litle house looking-- wow i found one i love but i am sure its gonna not be available or some crap...i am gonna call in the morning.
i dont even know that if they say its not taken i can even get it til next month but it sure is worth it!
if its already taken i am sure that i will find a good one when its time.

Today went by fast a work, i hope it continues to be this way all week.
not much to write today i am in gamer mode...
gotta get back to my game..
nighty night

~
butterflies are free

positive thinking

i feel proud of myself today for not acting childish and yelling at certain someone who was bothering me and acting dumb.

you are not worth my time..

sorry honey

your not getting a rise out of me..


:)

no bitchass-ness

It doesnt shock me that some people never grow up. and why is it when people are in groups of people and dislike someone they have to act like a badass and turn everyone in the group against you...
IT REALLY AMUSES ME!
i am not in high school anymore, i have two girls and a job and live out on my own.
i hate drama so dont be bringing it around me, HOWEVER if u choose to, dont mock me behind my back and when i turn to face you, u looking down and away...
makes you look dumb..
sorry girl but GROW UP u have 3 kids to take care of,if you have something to say to me-THEN SAY IT...

anyway enough of that crap..

some unnessary stuff

had to vent, thats what blogs are for..

over all last night was pretty fun actually
i am in lazy mode today and i am thinking i wanna go back to bed....
so i am..


-i laugh in the face of danger

A SONG

THE PACKAGE:

★

Clever got me this far Then tricky got me in Eye on what i'm afterI don't need another friend Smile and drop the cliche 'Till you think I'm listening I take just what I came for Then I'm out the door again

Peripheral on the package Don't care to settle in Time to feed the monster I don't need another friend Comfort is a mystery Crawling out of my own skin Just give me what I came for, then I'm out the door again Lie to get what I came for Lie to get just what I need Lie to get what I crave Lie and smile to get what's mine Eye on what i'm afterI don't need another friend Nod and watch your lips move If you need me to pretend Because clever got me this far Then tricky got me in I'll take just what I came for Then I'm out the door again Lie to get what I came for Lie to get what I need now Lie to get what I'm craving Lie and smile to get what's mine Give this to me Mine, mine, mine Take what's mine Mine, mine, mine Take what's mine Mine, mine, mine Lie to get what I came for Lie to get what I need now Lie to get what I'm craving Lie to smile and get what's mine Give this to me Take what's mine Mine, mine, mine Take what's mine Give this to me Take what's mine, take what's mine, mine... Take what's mine, take what's mine, take what's mine, This is mine, mine, mine [whispered]

i love that song...

A BIT JUMBLED

but

oh well

byebye

.....

time passes even when it seems impossible

Pull me into your perfect circle

Sitting here with hair dye on my head and my cat SUSHI staring at me wishing for rain and then wishing it clears up around 6pm-thats when i will be poking my head out of my hole and starting the evening off.....yay! In the mood for some fun. Now i gotta pry my book and video game controller out of my hands to get things together. not likely..hahah
Now i know what your thinking all i do i read-and play video games....nah i do that mainly when im bored and on my down time..i enjoy it.
it relaxes me-thats my way to besides take a bubble bath.
when the girls are busy playing or doing something eles.

NIP TUCK starts tuesday so i am reall excited bout that...been waiting forever it seems...
kind of like how i am already waiting for TRUE BLOOD to start back and it just ended..
addicted...

one more medicated peaceful moment.....

hahahah
hope tonight turns out the way i want it to...fun..and no bullshit.
but i am sure it will be fine..
-ive been back in my APC mood again...where i listen to it alot. man that MAYNARD....HMMMM he makes me melt. i wish i could met him some day-just to shake his hand, his music has got me threw some hard times and helped me express some feelings as well.
when i am in my poetry mode i listen for help...it always triggers something in me and then before i know it i have written pages of things..
well i am gonna take a shower -and grab my halo and hit the town tonight.....wish me well..


~
who needs the sun when the rain is so full of life.

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄★

weekend time!!!

bout freakin time...longest day ever today at work...yesterday was a tease..

bye phuckers xbox is calling

5:00 pm come fast

hmmm...
YA KNOW WHAT?
I really wish i was off work today-i feel like i am still asleep.
Up LATE again reading my book, i am now on the 3rd book of the 8.
they are really good, its based on the show true blood ( well the 1st book is based on the 1st season)
sometimes i cant even put them down..
-
shay was sick last night so she slept half the afternoon and then when night came she was in full force of hanging out late. thats another reason i was up,she was watching MONSTER HOUSE ( which is really good )very funny!

WORK WORK WORK----
ITS quiet today since half the employees here have taken the day off, i should have.... but i did take off the 26th of dec, and people had to come in.
quiet day at the cube farm no hens cackling all around...i kind of like it.
hahaha
if you have a cube then you know what im talking about. if not your one lucky sob.
--


silence can be greatly apreciated at times of lazyness :) heehee

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

shit i forgot...black eyed peas and greens...i gotta start cooking..hahha
i am a superstitious freak at times...

for the love of stars

SO, This is it...my first blog-i am used to writting all my thoughts on paper in books, but i thought what the hell-1st time for everything! i decided that since we are starting a new year that i would do something new, so from now on ( hopefully) all my journal entries will be in here..

2009!
I am so ready for this new year, ready to forget about certain things and move on and make my life be happy..so far so good..
this 1st month i dont have that much planned except to catch up on bills and get back to normal from all the holidays, thats pretty much my goal for jan.
i am gonna start adding more orgainic foods to my daily life ( which i have for a while now) and drink that yummmmm green tea i come to love.
my birthday comes in feb. wow 28...damn im old- i have decided that by the time i am 30 i want to have everything pretty much set out...i think that will be no problem..i have to come to really like my job and the people who i work for, so i think i am gonna stay much longer 2 years so far!
also- i am gonna start the process of house hunting--FUN!!!! sort of it can be a pain at times..i have to find one before march 1st, so that should be interesting, not sure what i am gonna do about my house yet, i might use it as a get a way house for all to relax in, when they need time to themselves hahahah BUT we will see..
so thats all i have to say for now
i usually always in my journals write tiny phrases or small poems so heres one for ya:

-tempt me not for i am way past your level now-