been to long

well hello there strangers...


yes its me.....its been quite some time


i am officially old now in my eyes
happy birthday to me :) today i am cutting my long hair and dyeing it back blondish hence the ish heehee my hair is pretty freaking long now and i am cutting a lot off

just need a change Ive been red for two yrs and ive grown very attached to it but i can always dye it back if i hate the blonde.

most people know me as a blonde so the red was a shock for them and the fact i kept it for a long time

i hope i don't cry .....


~change is how we grow and learn if u never change a part of you ,,, well u never grow out to the state that you are in , u just sit submersed in your comfort zone looking out the window at all the possibilities.

neglected

sorry i am been not updating my bloggy
but i am now so thats all that matters
- a lot has been going on I HAVE BEEN WRITTING a lot however its been in books not on here..
i have been inspired to write but i comes to me in times that i am not with a computer
so i just get my book and write it out.
THINGS seem to flow out of me sometimes...

i really hate when i have writters block

i started a new book.. MARKED house of night series book 1
its good - i was going to start it a long time ago but couldnt get into it.
but now i am .
it of course a vampire type book..my fav kinds

been busy at work and all that kind of stuff
having a stressful time there every now and then.
blah blah

i saw transformers 2 and fell in love like i knew i would...
and i wanna see G I JOE it comes out soon.

well thats it for now

~things dont always turn out the way you want...some things move on with out you and some stay still til you turn around and go back for them.

caught by the light

OK SO i havent been able to clear my head LONG enough to get some blogging done but here it goes
i have been doing a lot lately changing a few things in my life that i knew needed fixing,,,
and ya know what why is it when someone thinks they are losing you or if they see that they dont have ya wrapped around their finger they come crawling back??? why is that???

HMMM
well i am not trying to call anyone out by name but i just observed this input.. to tha fullest..and it annoys me a lot

well its almost the weekend in my little world and i couldnt be more stoked!

so i have been writing again and the words seem to come out like water
i really should put some up on here for some input..maybe i will next post.
and i promise that i will get back to posting a few times a week..starting now
so dont stray

~the words are pure and true to give my all i would have to give up what i thought was the way to go....where to turn, what to do i find myself lost staring up at the skye waiting for an answer... when i know i have it already... ive been caught by the light and i dont wanna go back.

here ya go

damn my views have jumped up like 50 times..so wonder who is all looking trying to get some info threw my blogs..hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

well i havent had time to blog cause i have been really busy but i will soon




~ doing mine

busy busy

whats up world
whats up you
whats up stars
whats up skye
make me smile tonight .......

cause so far my day has been busy from the get....
work work work
so ready for me to get my ass home this afternoon and chill out!

gotta fly
holla bunnie

~busy makin that money..so i gotta take my ass back to work

Perfectly flawed....

gonna move from the same spot i have been in for hrs...i promise i will



purple wondered my way and i got hooked..heehee
so glad that its is almost the freaking weekend..3 days weekend in fact..awww yeah..i am smiling now...and craving a huge glass of milk.ahhhh yummmy
been kind of sick this week and very busy...figured out some answers i needed to know...the words he spoke still leave me breathless...
not sure what to think..or say
or if i should take that moment to reflect on next time i have doubts..
nevermind

shouldnt go there

well here i stand or shall i say lay to tired to move...to lazy to look for the remote so the tv has been on the basketball game when i really wanna watch adult swim..

fuck i just saw the most dumb ass taco bell commercial...wtf??
beware
2nd that and heniken one also..help i really need to find it..
i am rambling again..sorry

~take me as i am...and u can have me all...try to change me...and you will NEVER have me.

falling star

nothing left to say or do but scream these words out loud to you...




i dont wanna look up in the sky
all i can do is sit here and cry..
expecting to awake
my thoughts collide
knockin me down
pushing and pulling me down...

is someone in need of a falling star?
a star that has no clue how to get back into the sky so high..
where all is well and well is all
i am the most selfish star of them all.....

i dont deny
never have
never will
......

bella